i inhale take it in the hate the anger it clouds my thinking it pulls me under further further my eyes lose sight my ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged i exhale get rid of confusion returning my focus i try to keep my grip closer closer lights come on to kill the black festering inside i inhale i choke i exhale i choke i crawl you kick i choke on hope if i, swallow everything that you give to me i would vomit on this world i see your delight in my mistakes using my shortcomings to your full advantage you're full i'm empty the story old and stale a thousand times over torn to laugh as i sit crying whining in selfishness
